Dead End

I had an overall great day. I did not sleep well last night due to my health issues, but all is well. I got to talk a lot with Derek's visiting family from Texas and watch my wedding video all over again. It was so awesome to watch it. I think I should watch it everytime I am upset with my husband or vice versa because it romances me back to him all over again. I remember that I love him regardless of my current emotions. Good theraphy, not that we needed it because we are aren't fighting type! But every once in a while we just drive eachother nuts : )

Had a long discussion of the ways God loves us, and shows us today. It was amazing to talk about the miracles and images God ha sent me and those I love aroudn me. He speaks to us and romances us because He loves us, and I am captivated by Him.

Today's Photo of the day:

Todays Verse:
Proverbs 29:5
"Whoever flatters his neighbor
is spreading a net for his feet."

Bloom

I know I missed yesterday, but that may become a habit on Thursdays. Yesterday was my first day of teaching for my internship 2. I have to say it worked out well and I like my supervising teacher, shes laid back and fun! I can definitely tell she tries to do what is best for her students! So for that I was up at 5:15am there til 2:30, drove to campus and had class until 8:00pm, then drove home and got home at about 9:00pm. Needless to say an exhausting day, I was out by 10:30 lol.

Health wise I felt bad yesterday and had some pain today in the morning. But, my hormones are finally beginning to balance themselves out because my cycle finally started. Thank you for all the prayers! I know its not over with yet because I was told I'd have some pain for the next week or so (more than normal of course), so my bodies tired, but I am relieved. Just hoping this isn't a reoccurance because my body is taking it hard. Apparently though it is not unheard of for someone my age just not as typical.

My Photo of the Day is of the first bloom on our azelea ( spelling??) bush for the season. I know winter is not over but the bloom reminds of the hope of spring. Not that I mind the cold weather, I thoroughly enjoy it, but I do miss the colorful light of spring! Beisdes, spring reminds me of how God takes our cold and bronken and dead hearts and renews them into something that blooms more magnificent than before.

Photo by Me

Verse of the Day"
2 Cor. 4:16
"Therefore we do not lose heart.
Thought outwardly we are wasting away,
yet inwardly we are being renewed
day by day."

Light

I am feeling even worse today, hoping that I can survive tomorrow and feel better for my first week of interning. I was happy that my husband was able to get off work in time to come eat lunch with me though! It was very sweet and desperately needed. I feel sick, dizzy, and an exhausted all at once. It is like being on the medication after surgery in that state of half asleep and half awake. I do not even feel hungry enough to eat, and when I do I get sick. Its so weird, but I know one thing for sure, I am not pregnant. At this point however, I would rather be because at least then I would know what is going on.

All of these factors have made me write a limited blog today, I just can't sit for very long and stare at the screen without getting dizzy! I just ask for every ones prayers. I know that God will be my light and bring me through!

Today's Photo:
Photo By Me

Today's Verse:
"When Jesus spoke again to the people,
he said,
'I am the light of the world.

Whoever follows me will never walk in darkness,

but will have the light of life.'"